Issue 156

Summer & Fall 2019

  • Welcome to issue 156!

    I launched my first issue of TriQuarterly as managing editor in winter 2018, about a year after Donald Trump won the US presidential election. As we all know, it was a time of great upheaval, the country struggling to settle itself into a state of severe political and cultural divide. No surprise, the pieces featured in that issue (153) and the two that followed (154 and 155) commented on the many fears and frustrations that made up the public conversation. We published pieces on racism, women’s issues, climate change, immigration . . . For a time, it felt as if border wall fiction had become a genre all its own. Now, two and a half years into the Trump administration, the divide still remains, and at times, it feels sharper than ever. Borders, both physical and figurative, continue to go up, and labels—Democrat, Republican, immigrant, citizen, prolife, prochoice—continue to designate “sides.” But if artistic expression provides any indication of the public consciousness (and, of course, it does), then it seems we’re at least preparing for the divide to close.

    Each in their own way, the stories, poems, essays, and videos in this new issue share a theme: the desire for human connection. In “Deletism and the Imagination of Grief,” Patrick Nathan comments on the depersonalization of social media platforms, saying that “these platforms—tailored toward distilling an ideal, fictional self from the messiness of the ‘real’ self—make it easy to delete images, ideas, opinions, and desires.” He explores the act of deletion within one’s own social media posts, arguing that the aim of this online erasure is to evoke a deeper, more meaningful reaction in the offline world. “The goal is simple,” he says. “I want someone to notice . . . it’s your sorrow I’m after. It’s your grief I’m trying to create.”

    Megan Walsh views connections through a lens of time in “Code Duello,” reaching back across centuries to connect a modern-day New Yorker to the history that inhabits the very streets he walks. Passing Alexander Hamilton’s grave, the narrator “tr[ies] to feel, down in [his] feet, Alexander Hamilton’s old bones releasing some whale sonar of history.” And later, while inside the abandoned apartment of a building’s deceased superintendent, he experiences a “peaceful holiness” that, for reasons he cannot explain, moves him to lie down in the dead man’s ancient bathtub. As readers, we feel the stillness of the moment, understanding that somewhere in the quiet, a shift has occurred. It’s as if the ghost of old Silvio-the-super has entered the room, his presence meant to guide the young narrator’s every action until the story’s end.

    In his poems from Homosexual Panic, Peter LaBerge adds dimension to the lives and deaths of two gay men. Unwilling to let the story of William Simpson’s murder stand as documented in a 1954 Miami Daily News article—an article that branded Simpson a “pervert” and prioritized the scandal of his sexuality over the injustice of his murder—LaBerge corrects the record: “No pervert: a flight attendant, 27 and queer, modest as cream.” In this poem, as in his poem on the 1985 murder of David’s Self, LaBerge challenges us to stare directly into scenes of human brutality. He demands that we pay close witness to the atrocities—“Fingers, a necklace of bruising,” he says, “Larynx a squeezed peach”—and in so doing, issues an all too vivid reminder of what can happen when humans fail to see one another as human. Enough of the division, it’s high time we connect.

    Issue 156 goes down in TriQuarterly history as my final issue as managing editor, and I’m proud to end my tenure on an issue that carries such an important message. I’m so grateful to the contributors who share their work here, and to the talented staff that helps us put it out into the world.

    With gratitude,
    Carrie Muehle
    Manging Editor


    Managing Editor: Carrie Muehle
    Assistant Managing Editor: Aram Mrjoian
    Faculty Advisor: Susan Harris
    Director of Planning: Reginald Gibbons
    Film Editor: Sarah Minor
    Fiction Editors: Joshua Bohnsack, Jennifer Companek, Marina Mularz, Nate Renie
    Nonfiction Editor: Molly Sprayregen
    Poetry Editor: Dane Hamann
    Social Media Editor: Aram Mrjoian
    Copy Editor: Lys Ann Weiss
    Technical Advisors: Rodolfo Vieira, Gerard Panganiban


    Staff:
    Jeremiah Barker, Harish Batra, Patrick Bernhard, Pascale Bishop, Min Li Chan, Bonnie Etherington, Audrey Fierberg, Dan Fliegel, Miranda Garbaciak, Andrea Garcia, Caitlin Garvey, Ellen Hainen, Salwa Halloway, Jenn Hipps, Erica Hughes, Madina Jenks, Jonathan Jones, Erin Keogh, Marssie Mencotti, Natalia Nebel, Devin O’Shea, Elijah Patten, Hillary Pelan, Natalie Richardson, Serena Simpson, Megan Sullivan, Myra Thompson, Katherine Williams

Image from I have a Secret Crush on Everyone in the World

Fiction C.A. Schaefer Fiction C.A. Schaefer

Nova

When we first came to it, the house was bright. Chrome bars and handles winked under the bathroom lights, and the gray travertine floors were marbled and pitted with luminescent white. I did my best to understand it.

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Poetry Sandra McPherson Poetry Sandra McPherson

Choro for a Father Dancing

The whiskey on your breath
Could make a small boy dizzy;
But I hung on like death:
Such waltzing was not easy.
—Theodore Roethke, “My Papa’s Waltz”

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Poetry Marlin M. Jenkins Poetry Marlin M. Jenkins

from

after Ada Limón


i come from the blood that drips from the thumb

cut on the opening of a beer can

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Poetry Zeina Hashem Beck Poetry Zeina Hashem Beck

Ode to Babel نشيد الانتظار

الطّابق الأرضيّ لمن يؤمن بالحدائق

والطّابق السّادس للتّسوّق

.والطّابق السّابع للّذين يرمون بأنفسهم

On every floor, someone waits.

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Poetry Zeina Hashem Beck Poetry Zeina Hashem Beck

Ode to Disappointment

Today, you are determined

to know about the soul. You decide you’ll go

to an afternoon workshop in a bookstore with windows.

At the coffee shop, your daughters play XO

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Poetry Rage Hezekiah Poetry Rage Hezekiah

Altar

First the smell, then the ribs
fetid at the edges of the dark water.

Rotted, open, I visit each day,
monitor the slow decay, think deer,

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Fiction Jennifer Wortman Fiction Jennifer Wortman

Afterlife

My neighbor watched my girls while I had dinner with the divorce lawyer. He had encouraged me to get out more. Had he and I not been occasionally sleeping together, his encouragement might have been encouraging. Instead, it felt invasive. And hypocritical.

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Fiction Megan Walsh Fiction Megan Walsh

Code Duello

You’re standing around a puddle in the basement of a building in Chelsea. You’re with a big dodo-bird plumber, waiting for water to trickle down from the ceiling over your head.

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Poetry G.C. Waldrep Poetry G.C. Waldrep

The Labyrinth

to René Char

I wake in the morning to the war
which is not your war.
My enemies assemble on the dais
so that I may count them.
Then we share a meal together.

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Poetry Vénus Khoury-Ghata Poetry Vénus Khoury-Ghata

from THE WATER PEOPLE

Translated from the French by Marilyn Hacker

Weep as if the river had entered you
say the water people
and leave your voice behind to listen better when it rains

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Poetry Dan Beachy-Quick Poetry Dan Beachy-Quick

Canto

who planted the seed in the page that the flower

who sowed in the blank furrow the seed

that the flower’s green stem in black ink

[God’s calligraphy???]

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Nonfiction Katherine Lucky Nonfiction Katherine Lucky

Glossolalia

My college roommate spoke in tongues. She would tell me about her talk in the mornings. Lying in bed the night before, she had been saying her prayers. She told me this as I pulled on a sweater, interrupted to ask if she’d seen my keys.

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