Prelapsarian

For Joshua

My nephew is uncoiling
a green garden hose
to sew the spring
together. 

He’s three,
conductor and guardian
of everything he sees:
harmonica he plays, 

toy trains
he never lets fall
off the tracks. From this height
it’s not a swift descent— 

it happens
day by day. Soon he’ll understand
better what America is:
flag glinting 

in an astronaut puzzle,
history taught wrong.
Tomorrow he’ll remember
yesterday 

with bright rascal
eyes, their light asking
to unspool the hose again.
I’ll let him 

spray water
for the joy of it—I’ll delay
my lesson on
waste. 

Rivulets
on the road will bless cars
driving by, echoing
my Babaanne 

in Turkey,
tossing glasses of water
after her children
when they left— 

may your path 
be smooth as a stream. 
My grandma in her doorway,
barely bigger than 

my nephew
on our curb: custodian
of passing strangers,
monarch of the lawn.

 
Ayla Goktan

Ayla Goktan recently earned a poetry MFA from Boston University and is now working on a counseling psychology PhD at the University of Louisville. She has lived on both coasts, in the Midwest, and in Ireland, and her poetry often explores the meaning of place in our lives. Ayla’s work has been published in West Trade Review, Volume Poetry, and elsewhere. Since Ayla does not yet have an author’s website, please enjoy her blog: https://aylainireland.home.blog/

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