from HOMOSEXUAL PANIC: William Simpson, 1954

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It wasn’t as the men said. The moon from its broken phonograph, testifying over and over.  Spinning on its plinth of sky, its tonearm hovering like a black tongue: an endless rehearsal of all it must remember, of all it must say.

It wasn’t as the men said. No sideways robbery, no pervert. Just a boy baptized on 134th and Biscayne by two men and a pistol. No pervert: a flight attendant, 27 and queer, modest as cream.

Then, queers on the front page of the Herald. Queers buried beneath the fold. Handcuffed in the backseats of cruisers. Jailed, beaten. Queers forgetting Little Arch Creek, scrubbing the pavement clean of your blood.  Evaporating like music. Dead queers roaming the naked freeway in the night-spun rain.

The jurors asking: What’s another pervert turned to sky?

 
Peter LaBerge

Peter LaBerge is the author of the chapbooks Makeshift Cathedral (YesYes Books, 2017) and Hook (Sibling Rivalry Press, 2015). His work appears in Crazyhorse, Harvard Review, Iowa Review, Kenyon Review Online, Pleiades, and Tin House. He is the founder and editor-in-chief of The Adroit Journal, and received his BA from the University of Pennsylvania. The recipient of a 2020 Pushcart Prize for Poetry, Peter lives in San Francisco.

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