Of lemons and skin and teacups

let’s flay it open:       find the tea
in tear              and moan         in lemon
the obsession in         the one               obsessed
with sectioning the body          into inside and
the “wordless         thing”    that covers it 

—derma    casing   cutis   hull   shell   parch-
ment   vellum   peel   film   fell—
let’s ask   how different            this severing
and fall:       the flesh of man    and fruit
in muted color     in    a teacup     full
of bathwater and salt     and what mistakes
as memory:       a stranger’s       hands
holding my legs            together:   
a lemon            wedged into my gums 
as acid sponge              absorbing all
that wild and childhood           screaming 

let’s forget        that this      fixed nothing:
that the bitter       porous rind     was skin
and always mine           that brewed
too long    tea curdles      on the tongue
that lemons      are less   fruit
than failed or failing      memory:
those skinless       strangers       inside
cup-fulls of tears        steeped down
                                                          to tea

 
Julia Kolchinsky Dasbach

Julia Kolchinsky Dasbach emigrated from Dnepropetrovsk, Ukraine as a Jewish refugee when she was six years old. She holds an MFA in Poetry from the University of Oregon and is a Ph.D. candidate in Comparative Literature at the University of Pennsylvania, where her research focuses on contemporary American poetry about the Holocaust. She has received fellowships from the Bread Loaf and TENT Conferences as well as the Auschwitz Jewish Center. Julia is the author of The Bear Who Ate the Stars (Split Lip Press, 2014) and her recent poems appear in Best New Poets, American Poetry Review, and Nashville Review, among others. Julia is also Editor-in-Chief of Construction Magazine (www.constructionlitmag.com) and when not busy chasing her toddler around the playgrounds of Philadelphia, she writes a blog about motherhood. (https://otherwomendonttellyou.wordpress.com)

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