The Next World

What story can I tell you to earn 
a place around this fire? I helped
build the fence that kept them out, 
but once I was one of them. Once
I had a different name and did not speak
as I do now; see these scars?
Every time my tongue slipped back 
uncle was quick with the switch.
He did it out of love, he said.
To keep me safe. He had
scars of his own to show
and was still alive but love
was never something
I could understand. It seemed
forced into one’s hand and named
a gift even as it burned
a skin to blisters. I made it 
this far, long past uncle’s end,
and still I do not know
why this fence exists, do not
know on which side I’d rather live. 

 
Matthew Nienow

Matthew Nienow's debut collection, House of Water, was published by Alice James Books in 2016. His poems have appeared in Beloit Poetry Journal, Crazyhorse, New England Review, Poetry, and in many other magazines and anthologies. A former Ruth Lilly Poetry Fellow, he has also received fellowships and awards from the National Endowment for the Arts, the Bread Loaf Writers’ Conference, the Elizabeth George Foundation, and Artist Trust. He lives in Port Townsend, Washington with his wife and sons, where he designs and builds wooden watercraft through his business Good Story Paddle & Surf.

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