I am the Perfect Mexican Son

I can
shoot a coin
fixed to a tree

with sap, restrain
a pig by the corner
of its eye socket,

skin and eviscerate
a cow without flinching
at its warm dying

smell, its blood
spattered at my feet.
My father has promised

to kill for his family,
should the need arise.
I have promised

to help him,
which makes me
less of a maricón

than my brother.  He
only watches as my father
and I chew limes,

relishing green bitterness
and the burning softness
of a good tequila drained

with ease, experience.
I rinse the glasses.  We both
remember what I am.

 
Beatriz Ruiz

Beatriz Ruiz is from both Chicago and Guanajuato and neither at the same time. Her poem “Niñas y Lagartijos” was recently published in Cantología 1: Amor (Pandora/Lobo Estepario Press). No es monedita de oro pero si es poeta, hocicona y cabrona. She is not a gold coin, but she is a goat woman.

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