THE UNEASY SLEEP OF THE EXILE
Sleep that knits up the raveled sleave of care,
The death of each day's life, sore labor's bath,
– Macbeth, Shakespeare
They visit, always, the muddy raveled lands—
the storms freshly abated, the last trees
broken, the upheaval of shattered branches
and roughly strewn leaves, all sap and damp
like freshly made wounds. They haunt
in the morning despite the relentless light
of the sun. They tell me they know
that this earth is older than the history
of my mind, the history of my imaginings,
older than the making of meaning, older
than sorrow. I have learned to speak
of this land as one desperate for the comforts
and the reassurances of belonging.
Yes, this lonesomeness of the immigrant
is hard to shake. I have no people here,
and my people are far away and have
forgotten me. In my dreams, after
the calamity, they visit my entangled yard
as undead ghosts. They squat and wait
for word to rebuild, to knit, to restore.