The Road

Farther up the road lay a heart without a body. It was unclear from which soldier it had come.
—Last line of an article in the Los Angeles Times about the Russian invasion of Ukraine, March 5, 2022

There was a dead man lying face down in the road.
For days, his body lay in the snow. And the soldiers who saw it
felt a wintry stillness move through them. They paused

to regard the afternoon shadows and then kept on with their marching.
The men stepped carefully around a torso—
its arms stretched out like a swan landing on water,

what used to be legs twisted like a broken ladder.
They were following orders. When the men marched by the heart
they thought they could hear the sound of it

no longer beating, a deep silence that rose
through the soles of their boots and seemed to grow
out of the ground they walked on. The men clutched their guns

to their chests. They had thought to fight a war
and be done with it. But a heart lay in the road.
And they will never stop hearing the sound of it

not beating. They will carry it back to their families.
They will hear it while singing their children to sleep.
They will lie down with the emptiness and wake in the night listening

to what isn’t there. The road will never go back to being a road,
or the field a field. The earth will gather up the silence and play it
in graveyards and grasslands. And on either side of the road

that is no longer just a road, where wild cherry trees stand vigil,
their branches crusted with ice. The land will go on mourning,
and the trees will burst with fruit the color of fresh blood.

Men die for that sweetness.

 
Nancy Miller Gomez

Nancy Miller Gomez’s first full-length collection, Inconsolable Objects, is forthcoming from YesYes Books in May of 2024. She is the author of the chapbook, Punishment (Rattle chapbook series), a collection of poems and essays about her experience teaching in prisons and jails. Her work has appeared in Best American Poetry, Best New Poets, Prairie Schooner, The Adroit Journal, New Ohio Review, Shenandoah, River Styx, The Rumpus, Rattle, Massachusetts Review, American Life in Poetry, Verse Daily, and elsewhere. She received a special mention in the 2023 Pushcart Prize Anthology. She co-founded an organization with Ellen Bass to provide writing workshops to incarcerated women and men and has taught poetry in Salinas Valley State Prison, the Santa Cruz County Jails, and the Juvenile Hall. She graduated Cum Laude with a B.A. from The University of California, San Diego, received her J.D. Magna Cum Laude from the University of San Diego and obtained a Master of Fine Arts in Poetry from Pacific University. She has worked as a waitress, a stable hand, an attorney, and a tv producer. She lives with her family in Santa Cruz, California. More at: nancymillergomez.com.

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