Today My Cousin Brenda Would Have Been 50

The woman we called Morning limped
down Washington Street, asking for a dollar. 

Everyone knew it was just a matter of time.
Government wasn’t an enabler. No Narcan 

to resurrect zombies. Folks dropped,
leaving brown puddles. Heroin ate people. 

Every day a little thinner, disappearing
into clothes like ghosts. Till they were ghosts 

on Washington forever, their nothingness enough
to change moods of stray cats and dogs. 

Morning would be no different. Last time   
I saw her, she swallowed her teeth

before she opened her mouth to speak, 
You remember me? 

Did she mean from yesterday?
I searched her eyes, tried to look inside her. 

We used to eat crayons together. I saw something
familiar. Delightful. Plates full of crayons.  

Her sitting in a yellow romper.
Legs, hardwood-floor brown. 

Two front teeth missing.
Mouth full of colored wax, laughing.

 
Shawn R. Jones

Shawn R. Jones is the co-owner of Tailored Tutoring LLC and Kumbaya Academy, Inc. She is the author of two poetry chapbooks, Womb Rain and A Hole to Breathe. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in New Ohio Review, Obsidian, TriQuarterly, Rattle, River Heron Review, Guesthouse, and elsewhere. Her manuscript is a semi-finalist for the Elixir Press 2021 Antivenom Poetry Award and finalist for the 2021 Saturnalia Books contest. She is a dance instructor at Halliday Dance and a member of No River Twice, a poetry improvisational performance troupe. She holds an MFA from Rutgers-Camden and has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize.

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