How to Make a Doll Father

My father is a shaft of wheat.
Cut down and collected,

bound into the shape of a man.
Voodoo doll or corn-man,

I dress him in stitched paper,
soak him in rose water.

I bring him out into the field
where some devil watches

and his corn dolly bride awaits,
her legs open to the moon.

I make a corn baby
out of a button and tips

of goldenrod, then, a cradle
by digging a hole in the dirt.

I break sticks with my hands,
arrange them into a pyre,

strike the match three times,
cup it with my palm and wait

for the flame to transfer:
a harvest of grief.

The honest sky comes down to say
a water prayer, my father

becomes smoke, becomes me.

 
Anita Olivia Koester

Anita Olivia Koester is a poet, writer, educator, and author of four chapbooks. She holds an MFA from the University of Virginia. Her poems have won the Gwendolyn Brooks Poetry Award and So to Speak’s Annual Poetry Contest, amongst others. Her poetry has been published in Pleiades, Mid-American Review, The Journal, Florida Review, The Pinch, Muzzle Magazine, and elsewhere. She is the founder the book reviewing blog Fork & Page. Her full-length manuscript was a finalist for the Alice James Book Award. Her website is- www.anitaoliviakoester.com

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