Poem with Flower as Central Image

Last time you called me flower
I punched you in the face.
Who needs a blood bank now?

You like to call me horrifying
things: your wall against the sea,
your tulip.

I go to the herbarium
fortnightly, stick my thumb
in all the pitcher plants (it’s free).
You’re on the bus, hoping
to find yourself at each skipped stop.

Not one more night of you:
sated then dysphoric, leaving me
to quasi-come in the bathroom,
every other woman suddenly interesting.

I’m not your night bloom,
serious and ceroid. I’m the fly
that clawed its way back
from the pitcher’s trap.

 
Emily Jaeger

Emily Jaeger is the author of the chapbook The Evolution of Parasites (Sibling Rivalry Press) illustrated by Robin Levine. Her poems are published or forthcoming in Four Way Review, Apt, and Driftwood Press among others. An MFA candidate at UMASS Boston, Emily has received fellowships as a Literary Lambda Emerging Writer, a participant in TENT, and the New York State Summer Writers Institute. Her poem “Palmyra’s Arch of Triumph” won an Academy of American Poet's Prize.

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